♥ Re-build The love

LOVE means a lot for me
Love from family , boy friends and my friend
I Never and ever wanna to lost one of them
Yea..I admit that i'm greedy in this
But I think so do everyone right ?


I get back my love but I lost one of my friend
Seriously , I happy yet im so upset too
If she just a hi-by friend , I wont ever care about it
Yet , She was not..She was important for me .. She is My VIP
but now , She not longer support me anymore

For you my dear :
My babe , Dun ever 4get..
When ever or where ever u need me
You're always welcome
Love u as I always do..Do take care
&
Be tough always
Heart u and miss you
4ever Babes ♥

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I'm okay..Settle already
Sry to make u guys worry about me huh
Apologize for that
&
Thankyou for all the concern and care
Especially to my Silly babe , Babe S.Y , Babe Wen wen , My Dearest , & MY lovely Sui po Gang !
Do really appreciate ♥

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Re-build the love between me and my baby
*Baby , Dun ever do that again..okay
NO NEXT TIME ! *Warn u 99 ar..hehe XD

♥ Being alone once again

Once again , back to my single life
*Maybe for me One is better than two

26th of december , I will remember what u did to me and what u told me in the phone
Since U say that I care my friends more than you , then just let it be
I dun wan to explain so much already
What I say , I know u also wont listen , Cuz u think that u're right
*Heart-less


But something I need to tell u loud over here
When I decide to start our relationship
I gave my heart to u and hope u wil keep it well
As I always say before "Love but dun hurt "
I really put u as 1st !
Maybe for u , Friends is important than everythings
But for me , U're my everythings
But , U didnt know that and i think u didnt appreciate it


Do you know what i'm feeling right now
U make me feel pain !
U make me hate you !
I thought u were diff with others , But .. u were not !


U is the 1st guy who meet it up my parents
Did u think that I'm really not serious with u ! Huh !
I never expect u will say this word to me
I give all my heart for u , but u saying that to me
How do I feel !!!!


I'm so disappointed with u ..Do u know that ?
I dunno what I can do at this moment
I just can sitting in front of the com and type out my feeling here
I dun wan to cry , I HATE TO CRY !
but , i dunno what can i do beside in cry ~

Alright,
As what u say from now on " I walk my way and u walk ur's way
I will respect what u decide
Pls...Treat me Cold , Dun ever come back and find me anymore
Cuz I dunwan to feel the pain for the second time !


























*你并不知道，其实我对你的爱有几深
其实你并不知道，我根本不想分手
再一次，我又受伤了

♥ Sigh !

Sign !

The Line was so damn slow again ~ Apa sal ??

*Maxis like that , streamyx also like this ~ Ishhh

&

I'm boring like hell now !! What Can I do ??

I miss him !!!!

But he was sleeping right now

Thought can meet him up but failed =(

Wanted to ask him " Do you miss me ? *Teehee =D

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My mood was turning up side down now

Wo deng !

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知道你会来浏览我的日记

所以这一篇我选择用华语来写出我的心情

*他不懂得看汉语

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有时候，真的不明白我自己~

人人都说我有一个很好的男朋友

他很疼我~很保护我~

他不容许外人对我不礼，欺负我

他可以给我所有我想要得东西

但，为何我还不知足~是否我太贪心了?

*

或许说，爱情本来就没有十全十美

*

他很好，但也有坏

对我来说，他真的很大男人

他希望我完全听完他的话

但，任性的我~又能怎够完完全全的做到呢?

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有时候，我真的不知道自己是对的还是错的

我觉得我对，我就不认输~

但同时，我相信他也是觉得他对~不肯低头

这就是我们最大的问题

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试着去忍让，但心里头就出现了很多不忿

到底要怎样解决才是?

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明白他有他工作上的烦恼，压力

自然而然，脾气就很坏，语气就会重

所以明白他对我的脾气并不是故意，

但虽如此，心还是有种说不出的难过

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压抑自己不要去和他吵架，不要告诉他

因为我不想他因为我而再觉得烦

做女朋友不就是要体贴男朋友的吗?

但是我自问自己~我能够忍多久?

*

我是否应该和他聊一聊

还是

是我自己的问题 ?

*

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不知怎么，今天的他~ 给到我一种感觉

我突然觉得我好像是他的麻烦

我不知道为什么会这样~或许我太敏感了吧

天啊~ 可不可以不要让我想那么多吖 ??

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我真的很想念他啦

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糟糕~发现自己对他越陷越深了~怎么办

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X'mas is coming ~

Hopefully i can get a memorable x'mas

* As long i with him =)

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Guess what ?

On X'mas , Baby is going to chill out with my parents

*Gan Cheong + Excited ~

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♥ Random

Hi Peeps ! Its just some random daily post over here

Photo do the talking about it okay =)

Working's day at Mid Valley for Carlo Rino event

I like to spreading ballon to kids cuz I like the smile , Its just so cute , natural and pure

With my Babe S.Y ♥

♥ Jub Jub ♥ ♥ Babe S.Y , My slef and Babe Wen wen Hahaha..The chiu chao jing !!

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AS my "chiu chao jing " say "Im America jing"

Date : 10th of December

A Day @ Maison

Oh yea..This time My lovely MayC with me ♥

Love her Always ♥
Honestly , I love these photo of her
She Just simply looked Gorgeous ♥ ♥

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Alright , 2 cup of V.S.O.P ..MayC Cheah K.O

Hahaha..okay okay..Is 3 cup huh XD

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Babe..See..I didnt post the photo up here

*Fb only ..Check it out =D

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Before Going , Me and my lil sister ♥

She look prettier and prettier =)

Random of mine ♥

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Till the next day *11th December

Girls outing day ♥

We take our breakfast/ lunch @ Friday

Gosh..Its been a long time we didnt gathering 2gth already

Im waiting for the next one **

*BABE PENNY ~ When u only free for us ?? I miss you a lot

*Do u heard me !!

♥ Babe Wen , Silly babe , My self , Lovely MayC, Babe Anne and Dear girl

Act is not just a gathering day..Is a shopping day for me too

Grab some out fits over there..Yeah Yeah..Thank to baby

Dear girl with me ♥

♥ Babe Anne with me

* I do really love her smile a lot..so charming

Night , Meet up my Baby and HQ's member and heading to Genting de cAsino

Oh yea..I'm In !

Gamble and loose =(

Eyes without lens *Ugly me =(

Hehe..Will update more when I get free **

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Gosh..It wil be a busy week for me

Mum's bday at 22th ,

Dad's bday at 23th ,

House party at 24th ,

X'mas at 25th

*Santa Claus Is coming to Town ! Yeah Yeah ... I love X'mas

Yet , What I going to present , to go and what to wear ?? Walamak ==

Give me some idea okay

Thankyou

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Everythings is alright now , No more arguement , No more tears

Just left a smile from bottom of my heart

Hopefully can Keep it on ya ♥ ♥

[ I love you baby..muack muack muack ]

*

Just now while writing this article , Msg to baby ask him weather he get home already

&

He told me , he just now only finish viewing my blog

OMG ! This time jiak lat liao @@

♥

Aww..
Plan to update my Daily Since I got nth do to
Who know..The line was so damn slow.. *Ba lia maxis ~
*I cant upload photos !!

So , I Decide to write out my feeling over here again
*Feel my words

Hmm
Some of my friends saw my previous article and thought I'm still in emo mode
Act already nth , Pass already
Anyways...Thank for the care ya =)


15th of December
We don't really go and celebrate for it

Seriously , I care about this date..
Maybe
For girls..Is meaning full
For boys..Act wasn't a big deal also what ?
Am I right ?

Act I just need a hug from u , That's all
But yesterday u was busy with ur's stuff
U got no time for me =(
I told my self , I need to understand this
Cuz
U working so hard also for the future..Right



Sometime I wondering why guys always say that girl like to think much ?
Act didnt u guys stand at our angle and think for us too ?
We think bcs we care , We care bcs we Love
Understand ?



相爱容易相处难
有时候，你让我觉得我是最幸福的女人
但有时候，你让我觉得我什么都不是



或许，这就是爱
要人痛苦也叫人快乐



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SIGH !
I cant make M'sia Passport , Means that I cant travel with my baby
Dream-less already =(
&
Shit ! I think I need to face some problem already
Should I go and choose for the citizen ?
Parents hope that I get the America Citizen , Even my self too
*New york is my dream countries ~I wISh to get there for a long time
But , If I choose that , means I need to Back There and stay there for 2 years
2 years ? Can I ? Will I ?
M'sia got a lot of things to hold me..Especially my baby and my friends
I dun wish to leave them yet what else I can do ?
*Ishh..macam yes like that..No one asking me to going back now what ..Lebih XD


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Lastly , To my Silly babe [ Liew Chi Wei]
U know that I'm always here for u..Rmb what u promise me
No more next time
I swear if u gt the next time , I wont find u anymore..
Sry to be fierce on you
Just that , I dun hope I lost u..KNOW !
Love u always and always ♥♥

♥ Never knew I need you here , Always

15th of December , Means that we being 2gth for a month
A very Happy 1st anniversary to my self
Yet , I writing this article with an unhappy mood
Why ?
I also dunno , Thinking that is my fault or your ?
What will happen next ?


Seriously , I'm kinda disappointed
Maybe you dunno what I want , Dunno actually what I care for it
&
I think U will just keep feel that Why I always showing my temper to you
Why always also your fault?
Right ?

Every time after argument
I try to stand at ur's angle and think for you
Yet , Do you ?
U want me to listen to you , But didn't u think for me too ?


I'm not greedy
I just want you stay beside me when I need you badly
I just want you to show ur's care to me
I just want you to think for me
I just want you to hug me tightly
I just dun want you lie to me anymore
Is that much ? Is that really so hard to make it ?


Starting to imaging how if I live without you ?
How Do I will become if I really break up with you ?
&
I started to feel like no more confidence to our relationship
Seriously , I dunwan it become like this..Can ?

Prove it If you do really Love me
Change it if you really care about me
Dun Dump me alone , Dun leave me
Hold me close & Stay with me
I need you always and I so clear about this

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我已经习惯有你的日子
已经渐渐的越来越爱你
我不知道如何表达我的心意
我只想你清楚知道
我其实真的很在乎你







希望明天会更好

♥

Currently bB x Ykh in Sick Mode
Not just only me , even My baby And Some of my friends too
Hmm , what is the problem ？ Weather ? Or we play too hard already XD


Alright , Back to my daily
Although all of us in sick mode , yet we had no choice
Cuz
Our HQ Top Zou Dut King 21th bday


Date : 2/12/2009 *Before I get Sick
Venue : OverTime , Jalan Sultan Ismail

Its was a nice place , Especially the music ♥


The Girls
We are just so darn tired cuz just came back from Cameron

♥ My Sister [ Babe S.Y ]

Bump into QiQi =)♥ Love in the House ♥

Sam and Abbie ♥

♥ Babe S.Y & Wai yeap&
The last

My baby Des with me ♥ *Its just so in love Lastly , My self & The Black Label gor gor XD

Date : 3/12/2009 , Thursday
Venue : KLCC

Oh yea..My baby gave me a surprise
He brought something to me and I just loving it
Baby , I dun hope u waste money on me already
Just Give me all ur's love and care
That is all I need , Know ?
Anyhow , Thankyou baby ♥

Date : 4/12/2009
Venue ： Phuture , Zouk

The bday Boy
" HQ ZOU DUT KING , WONG WAI YEAP''
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU !
The Lovers ♥♥*Crazy munya..50 bottle @@

Bump into my Dearets ♥

♥ Lady~Lady lady ladyFishy Fishy a.k.a Sotong♥ My dear sister ♥
The one who help me when i been bully by others
&
Kinda a lot of ppl say we looked alike .. Do we ??
Jack With me

Mun Mun with me ♥

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Photo Of me and my baby ♥♥

You're all I need , My love My Valentine

Love u from the bottom of my heart ♥
Baby, Seriously U looked so good in this style and i love it too
♥♥♥

Random photo of mine
Just simply love it too =D



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有时候，觉得自己真的很没有用
男朋友生病了，却帮不上什么，反而越帮越忙
希望能够照顾他，但却怕打扰到他，吵到他
只但愿他能够明白；知道
无论什么时刻
我都会在你的身边，支持你，疼惜你
也希望你能够收到我对你的 ♥